Everclear - The Color Pit lyrics

Yeah, here you come again I should have known you'd be around Makes no sense to me why we're still alive You've got weeks to live and i am on a spiral dive When you finally die Don't let me need you there I know damn well you're not alone Surrounded laughing by the d**h head grins Of all my friends who've overdosed Overdosed and died And you know That's the way we go Back in your color room the shadows fall and break We would waste away Burning out, shooting up I'm not gonna fall with you this time I might not get up, i'm not strong enough You know... Can't you see it's k**ing me I'm not gonna walk back into the pit for you Yeah, not for you or anyone I don't want the speed, i don't want the h**n I'm not gonna break I'm not gonna play your game When you die alone in that pit of hell Don't perpetuate the myth, don't romanticize I'm not gonna watch you die again I don't want to see You know... You don't wanna talk about it but you know You sit and laugh at me You'll die laughing Yeah, you're all f**ed up Can't you see it's k**ing me... I'm not gonna walk back into the pit... For you