Sister screams you're all against me Forceful takedown expresses love bu*ton pressed permission denied Break from conscious to survive the roar Black fades to green Fades into light Too much time spent in watching hands unchanging strange new scrapes sky Every week and leaves familiar stains Sharp pain a wish for snow inside Like red ants within the skull It's raining again It's strange here It falls with a pa**ion where most have none It troubles me This bed corrupts I'm losing sleep Saw a face that i once knew Had a name i could attach Can't recall from where it came But i still feel ashamed for hating it