Ethan Lawton - In My Cups lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm on my knees Hear me beggin' to my darlin', please I can change it if you just don't leave Me here this way As she turns her head And all I hear from her are words that said I thought you knew it, that our love was dead She slams the door [Chorus] I've been savin' this up Won't quit ‘til I'm done ‘Til my race is run and I'm in my cups [Verse 2] Ain't this a trip My nose was open, now I'm on my lips I drink each evening tryin' to forget The way we were She seems just fine A new man, just a matter of time How I wish that she could still be mine I am so low down [Chorus] I've been savin' this up Won't quit ‘til I'm done ‘Til my race is run and I'm in my cups [Verse 3] I'm drunk as hell What's that smell? I guess it's me, oh well I've gone too far as far as I can tell I can't turn back now I can't stand the pain No matter what I do it's still the same And I'm wanderin' in the pourin' rain Oh goodbye, cruel world [Chorus] I've been savin' this up Won't quit ‘til I'm done ‘Til my race is run and I'm in my cups