Eternity X - The Edge Of Madness lyrics

Through rose colored lies Calling you names from my social island Why can't I be happy again? It's the way things are and I can't change them It's the way There is no cure! A lust we can't control It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? In a talk that I had with a man who was mad... It was here, it was there Couldn't find it anywhere It was up, it was down Squares rolling round and round It was crowded, it was lonely A show written only for me Had this sick and happy feeling I was home again It was old, it was new Too many and too few It was numbing, it was high And I was laughing the whole time It was cold, it was warm It was clear but I saw the storm Had a clear, distorted feeling I'd be back again Call me what you will Satisfy yourself Justify your position Money It's a problem It's so much more I can suppress this hole if I try It's the way There is no cure It's a lust we can't control It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? In a nightmare that I had, with a sick, demented man... Had no fear and no love No faith in God above It was truth, it was lies The searing, burning kind It was random, it was fate Too soon and too late Had this wild mixed up feeling I was back again It was d**h, it was life A victim's last rights It was playful, it was hurtful And I loved it the whole time It was there in my head A lusting for the dead Had this sick and happy feeling I was home again This is the slow part Where the man always finds his way A sad reflection, a resolution So safe where you are, listening in your own surroundings Where are you now, do you have me on while your driving? Maybe your at home, perhaps in position compromising? Then there's the five ba*tards Playing this song right now Cashing in on my plight And who the f** are they? Do hey have the nightmares you and I do? All right, it's okay, let them who*e me, they'll get their due And how 'bout you? You bought this song now just listen No matter what you think of me I'm the soul who'll be behind you one day Tearing your life into little pieces Hey I'm jealous of you I can say that now but there's so much more to tell I have the resolution, the quick solution to your problem It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? And the love that I have with this crazy, sick, old friend It was dark, it was bright A cold and stormy night It was real, it wasn't there I couldn't help but stare It had started, it was over Looking over shoulders Had intense and lonely feelings I was home again It was here, it was there Couldn't find it anywhere It was up, it was down Squares rolling round and round It was crowded, it was lonely A play written only for me Had this sick and happy feeling I was home again