Eternia - Without You lyrics

Without You [Verse 1: Jon Corbin] I'm stuck on a seesaw - back and forth Bouncing off the walls like a racquet sport Fighting vice like Macklemore Refusing to trust what you have in store You adopted me into sonship I just wanna run when your son slips Enticed by a poisonous tongue drip Lies ‘til unworthy of love I'm convinced But there isn't one sin that your son missed Of Your love I wanna be convinced Stability is difficult to find Seeking God Is a new way to grind I don't know who you think Jon tries to be Deep inside I'm wrestling with anxiety I'm tired of this loneliness, kind of blue My heart cries out, “Let me find You!” It's true, I can't do this without you [Hook: Relic] Without You - I don't know where I'd be Without You - my blind eyes couldn't see Without You - I'd have nowhere to go Without You - I don't know, I don't know, I don't know [Verse 2: Eternia] I been a zombie for days All the things I said and did is a haze I know I'm lost without you, God, now I'm caught in a maze Amazing grace I test it every time I lose faith Chasing after my own ways To my desires I cave Saving face Praying like I'm in the right place - and yet I'm not Fooling family and I turn from your face I got a lot [of] grim stories, how you brought me thru safe - and yet I drop Right back, didn't learn from mistakes [And] in myself I'm a coward, not brave [If] I rely on my strength I am destined to be enslaved You say: “Abide in me, brokenhearted, weeping and plagued I will renew your strength, you will run and not faint” Without You I could see the end of my days Clear as day Weeping in the web that I made Oh weak heart, have faith, He is faithful to save And that's the truth Shed my skin I'm lost in my sin without you [Hook: Relic] Without You - I don't know where I'd be Without You - my blind eyes couldn't see Without You - I'd have nowhere to go Without You - I don't know, I don't know, I don't know [Verse 3: ILL Seer] My mind strays to the time I tried to walk away; What with all the self-reliant talk today Had my health, so defiant push the dock away Jumped the son-ship for one hip and rocking. Hey I was younger, see Hunger's like a Mocking Jay; End of Game what I brung rot - decays Then again, when I sung your praise, I could hip-hop for days Dismayed, why'd I press stop - delay? Guess I thought I'd impress with what I got displayed But whom I bluffing? I got nothing, if it's not your grace I mean, I could not even respirate Please, why'd I ever test my fate? When I press in, I feel blessed and great When I caress hate I feel depressed and grey So I need you I can't proceed … Without You