Estrange - As If Forever lyrics

"There's a ray of hope in every day" With flaming enthusiasm you regard The sanguine carnation's Bow in the breeze But though you smile deadens the pain Futility is so staunch just won't go away And the sun vanishes as if forever A hieroglyphic sky huddles down And tomorrow is gone heyday fade away All the withering portends the Approaching end I just want to hold you nothing more But you flinch and shiver so cold Love and joy moulders into fear In my face his eyes appear Waking up delirious you say "It must have been a dream" But denying reality Won't make it disappear "With a sense of perdition always there It's hard to put my trust even in Someone with you care" "Fly find yourself in captivity Running endless vanity A perennial void In soul forever too late As it always has been"