Estrange - A Beginning lyrics

Not one single soul As far as either of us can see In her laughter I sense a touch of deceit Let's run we'll be back If we run fast enough Then she smiles and I shiver As I hear her say d**h is a beginning not an end As I'm standing here With only one of my feet in the dream It's time to decide One which one of them to lean But though it's hard to be alone And she is calling me If it's true what she says I think I will stay here and see Because if I go with her now I will fail my belief She is tempting me enticing me In her eyes paradise But I resist I turn around to find that I'm all alone In my heart I feel a strenght I never before have known But as I am walking back A grain of regret Is growing below the surface of relief I'm doing what is right For when it's time to ascend I want to find it's a beginning Not an end