Ester Dean - Pills N Potions lyrics

[Pre-Hook: Nicki Minaj] Pills n potions We're overdosin' I'm angry but I still love you Pills n potions We're overdosin' Can't stand it but I still love you [Hook: Nicki Minaj] x2 I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still lo-o-ove I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love [Verse 1: Salience] Yeah, It's kinda crazy how you make me crazy How you lied and cheated, but I still call you baby Knew there was something up, cuz you were acting shady You were my beauty and some beast went and took my lady, no And how'd you let him take you? I bet he went and paid you And after it was over, I bet you said "oh, thank you" I guess my love doesn't compare to how wet he makes you I guess you weren't scared enough of threats I gave you I can't believe you did this, after all I've given After all the time I give you, this is what you give him? I can't believe that after his sweet talking, you would give in I really thought you were different (different) You made me whole but now im down and feeling broken And I used to live with hope but now my life is living hopeless This is why I need these [Pre-Hook] [Hook] x2 [Verse 2: Salience] I don't know why I love you, but I know that it's love I place nothing else above you but that's just not enough And every time and every day I feel corrupt Cuz the other half of me says there is no us It's just you and me, living together, but were apart And every time we fight I remember the scars You stabbed me and told me wed never be apart But all the time we spent makes me tethered to your heart I guess the reason I forgive you is because your tears are forming And now were arguing what it seems like every morning And the closeness that I felt is starting to feel foreign You start out raining, now your pouring I can't believe I gave you all my heart and my devotion You bring me to my highs, then you bring me to my lowest (lowest) This is why I need these [Pre-Hook] [Hook] x2 [Verse 3: Salience] Yeah, were f**ed up arent we? With all the names you call me And all the times I hurt you, cuz you were cheating on me I know you think it's okay, just cuz you said sorry But next time that you harm me you better bring in an army Cuz you'll need reinforcement with what I'm about to do I can't believe what I saw, how I found you two You think you got power, well I got power too And this time the only thing I won't do is just shout at you I'm so mad, but somehow you end up on my mind Cuz I'm so distraught since I'm thinking all the time That we were so close and you and I were like Bonnie and Clyde And now I'm broken down cuz now you won't even apologize And as you let me down again and say your motive I bottle up my feelings, I won't let out my emotions This is why I need these [Pre-Hook] [Hook] x2 [Bridge: Nicki Minaj] I get high off your memory I get high off your memory I get high off your memory In due time we'll be fine In due time [Hook] x2