EstaBoN - Musical Therapy lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: EstaBoN] I'm not myself right na, I'm not myself right na n***as betta come correct or witness d**h right na They saw the specs and thought they could flex, now they in a mess Cuz at best, i keep the steel ain't talkin thefts Wrong n***a to f** wit, smoke a n***a like dutches Yea the clip is banana, ain't talkin' republic This ain't often my subject, matter when I'm rappin' I've never been one to talk cuz b**h I'm bout dat action My upbringing was tragic, seen dead bodies in plastic Now my life in motion, and the haters wanna bash it Always dimes on my hip like the pa**ing came from magic We'll be fine in a minute once the world hear me rappin' Hollered at my n***a Fo, told him spit a flow From da west side of da go, po me up a fo If you wanna stay around don't play around Cuz I know clowns that'll spray ya town This all fact no actin clown, take the first step and i'll take the mile [Hook: EstaBoN] I said f** all my enemies, my musical therapy [Verse 2: EstaBoN] Cannon Ball, Cannon Ball, can't be scared to cannon ball Divin' in da deep, dig deep you can have it all Is this an illusion, my confusion is amusin' Cuz even when there's chaos I'm refusing to be losin' I prayed fa success so shouldn't I expect this? Was made fa da jets so shouldn't I propel quick? If you saw what I saw, you would grab the sawed off Paranoid thoughts had me thinkin' like a mob boss Had a bright mind cuz dem people cut da lights off Claiming dat the gas next, landlord wanna pa** threats But I wasn't phased by the drama and da pettiness Haters worried about him and I'm prayin' for some negligence In my biz they meddling, will not let da devil in They be playin' foul need to whistle like the kettle can Been to hell and back, but it made me even hotter Back against the wall, but it helped me with my posture [Hook: EstaBoN] I said f** all my enemies, my musical therapy