Essam Temuri - Suicide Letter lyrics

[Verse 1: Essam Temuri] Dear society, you finally, got me To do the unthinkable, even though it's Not likely, for me to over the edge, I have The pistol in my hand, aimed at the man in the Mirror, I know God that I failed the test To change this world, so when I'm done, send Me to Hell, for my inaction and my indifference Towards matters that are in my interest Forget these complicated lyrics, that would Go over Solomon, the fact is that no Religion would ever want me-would ever want me Speaking so harshly and so emotionally Yes I am an emotional wreck, forgive me society That my brain always to break apart logic man My serenity is disappearing, I'm peaking over The future, and I see nothing, but a grim reality Dear society, you got blood on your hands Finally [Verse 2: Essam Temuri] Dear society, as your spiritual outcast I'm done with this little effort to make peace In fact, this test that we failed miserably, is A sick game bestowed upon us-oh, move over And see, cultures being destroyed, some so ancient That our own time, that It's a miracle that they Can be seen than destroyed-oh I speak this with Spiritual anguish, and critical language This knot over Asia can't even be vanquished By my own strength, I don't even know what to Do next, perhaps, knock my reptilian brain So all the emotions I felt, can be numb man I'm still crying over the fact of broken refugees Children getting beheaded, and women raped- Move over please, and see dilemmas and contradictions That are k**ing me