Essam Temuri - Addiction lyrics

[Verse 1: Essam Temuri] This is a tragedy, as I am Perceived to be a slave to the screen With no escaping from the demon Chasing me, from behind, trying To get to the light, but the tunnel Is so packly tight, that it seems like The four walls are closing in from the Blink of an eye, I, see my shadow Calling my name, and the escape Is the same circle that I'm looked in Every single day, the pain that I'm drowned in Is promising ecstasy, but that is so easily Broken, moping, forced to see the illusions Of greatness, even though my motivation Is hinged and, barely surviving this is The consequences that I am facing, for Dealing with this demon, for me being So caught up in, the quick pleasure Of the long term pain, my vision Is tracking my brain, this is a curse That I love, when it stays with me Every single day, It's k**ing me slowly And I am barely, breathing, I am so sorry [Verse 2: Essam Temuri] It's tampering with my soul and morals Got me being lazy, actually, got me Locked in forums, of videos, from the torrent Of corals, attacking me, every chance they get The door though, is not open for an escape So I'm stuck with these distortions of a reality That is falsely with no pain, with no chance Seeing that I'm k**ing myself every day Sometimes the normal thing is the most dangerous It's well equip, to cause damages, and my hands Are already the weapons, malnourished with Torturous ecstasy, k**ing me, in my sleep And fulfilling my fantasy, God, this is taboo For a reason, I am committing treason, on myself This evil is meeting with me, and I let it easily I can't fight this, it hindered my growth And now I am a hypocrite, a slave to the screen Letting it determine my destiny, and it finally Got me [Verse 3: Essam Temuri] Every road that I go through is filled With this, it's like a cage that I can't escape But I sought to mayne, I don't even know what's Happening, my senses desensitized, and I am Trying to leave it all behind me But inevitably, I see, myself coming back to it Every moment of my life, I am having trouble With this, that I am ashamed of the man in the mirror These impulses are contradicting my morals. No I am Greater than this, and I know I will k** this Ghost haunting me, constantly, I will achieve What I sought to be. A greater human being With no impulses for this thing, controlling my will I fell from the mountain, but I am going to get up And keep climbing, and even then I won't stop My goal is the sky, my goal is to fly high And no one would be able to stop me You can try