Ess - Smile Through The Madness lyrics

[Verse one - Ess] My ex girl she was cheatin' man And I swore she was a keeper man The type of broad that keep some secrets man She was a diva man - homeboy can keep her man See my life through a better situation My mom needs her son - my nephew needs raisin' Seein' as heaven doesn't give me visitations There's a place in my heart that forever stays vacant Ex b**hes gave me that cold shoulder She said i'd never go nowhere - just a broke loner Well guess what - I'm 23 and a homeowner You the type of b**h that would never go home sober Now watch me smile through the madness, boy Clarita gone i'll forever be a grandma's boy This the type of brotherhood they can't destroy And shout outs to Alain Roy - Atta Boy! [Hookx2] Look I ain't sayin' I'm the Holy Ghost But I swear that y'all don't know me though And mah'f**a is you only know Cruel world man I hate to say I told you so [Verse two: Spot] Yuh Father forgive me I have sinned a lot If I had the keys to the heavens They Would switch the locks But f** that - I'm a get in Watch Even if I use the devil's pitchfork to pick the locks Tell Junior - that Dale Earnhardt is back Drivin' so fast - pray to God that The car don't crash Heavy smoker - think I'm quick to have a heart attack Never me - b**hes know I have no heart attached To the heavens in a CL, with C.L. (Clarita Linsangan) I know i've done wrong but I mean well I still recall the week we lost Racquel to some sleep pills The thought of Losin' Poppa it was hauntin' my dreams still Never sleep well 9th Wonders - spoil our Little Brothers Smiles from the youngn's feel the joy when they hug us Consider you my Brother so don't ask who I'm cousins' with Sean Connery - this a Bond they ain't f**in' with [Hookx2] Look I ain't sayin' I'm the Holy Ghost But I swear that y'all don't know me though And mah'f**a is you only know Cruel world man I hate to say I told you so [Verse three] [Spot] Crooked dames wanna ambush my soul And get caught with her muthaf**in' hands in the bowl I left her - and never will I answer the phone And I put that on my life and late Grandmother's soul [Ess] Conceited women with no guilt for sinnin' Just nightmares of broke on bespoke bed linens Dreams of old men on d**h beds who own millions Egyptian cotton sheets with stories of old friendships [Spot] Damn - you gotta love how that karma plays Times change quick - like the face on a cartier One week you partyin' with bottles and some model dames Sex is a drug - pray you never see that condom break [Ess] Guilt trippin' let that man carry all the blame Leave him with a penny - but you'll never take his heart away (Hardaway) You were just a girl I couldn't see you with my daughter's face Millionnaire shades - you couldn't see me with them fossil frames Nah [Hookx2] Look I ain't sayin' I'm the Holy Ghost But I swear that y'all don't know me though And mah'f**a is you only know Cruel world man I hate to say I told you so