Esoteric - Dissident lyrics

I Have Within Me, This Knowledge The Darkness Within That None Should Ever Touch And In The Machinations Of Cosmos I Appeared, Centuries Before My Time ....Wisdom Is Lost Here.... The Ferocity Of My Rapture, Has No Relent 'Gainst The Ineffable Nightmares Seizing My Body To Wake Through The Languid Hours Of Day Excised In The Blood Of My Pain The Sombrous Call Of The Silence Haunts Me...Allures Me.... Yet The Salacious Beckoning Of The Flesh Remains I Will Move Not For d**h Or Suffering Dissident, I Stand Proud Amidst Felony This Virulence Seethes In My Quintessence A Reflection Of Past From The Time Of Conception Life...The Allusion Of Existence (The Antipathy Of Logic...) It Beholds Everything And Yet It Is Nothing Life Is.... The Beginning Of d**h d**h's Omnipotent Grasp Scourge's Down Amidst The Skies Plucking Those Led To Be Slaughtered Culling Their Futilitarian Existence d**h Is Nothing, But The Answer To Life d**h Is Life's Answer