Esham - American Psycho lyrics

[Intro:] Yeah woke up on the wrong side of the bed With all these voices in my head One of them said [Hook] It feels like I'm taking steps closer to my d**h Today I just might have inhaled my last breath What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes The only explaination is I'm trying to k** myself It feels like I'm taking steps closer to my d**h Today I just might have inhaled my last breath What was I think smoking wet in cigarettes The only explaination is I'm trying to k** myself [Verse 1] Cahin blunt smoking my thrid eye open Would fly back to heaven but one of my wings broken Hoping God forgive me holla if somebody here me Only send my blessings when the demons ain't near me October 30th must be devil's night So turn down my mic and make sure my level's right The suicidal note I write, I recite they mind They trying to stop me from living life with all they might I spit that potent pa** it, I make too many cla**ics Plus I'm the poison for all you f**ing rat ba*tards So follow me into a suicidal flow Spit it suicidal just like this Suicidalist [Hook] [Verse 2] Now I lay thee down to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take Please lord for heaven's sake let me just get that cake If not then give me the ingediants and I'mma bake I can make the earthquake I can make the Earth shake Done him in the worst way k**ed him on his birthday The more I drink the more I think I'm heading for cremation But if I blink I just might be in a bloody situation I lived a hard life in the fast lane, hard pains Winning big money from the devil in the dice games Everything on the line playing with my life man You win you live, you lose you die It's kinda frightning [Hook]