Esham - My Mind's Blowin Up lyrics

You are now about to enter my mind, a place where few have dared to go, when...it's about to blow. Life aint sh**, yours and mine In god it's time, I gotta find myself Through all this madness Manic depression and sadness I want a way out, I want a better route Voices in my head, I wanna let em out I get so pissed off, when sh** aint going right It gets tight I'm trapped in here The only friend I got is my enemy and he's in the mirror I gotta deal with the tension The sh** get's so deep, I dont go to sleep Bullsh** and hell on earth I ask myself, how much is my life worth? I'm thinkin bout god In god we trust, but I cant trust him Before I die, the one thing I wanna do Is have my cake and eat it too I was born in sin, I guess I'm born again From this life I was torn to get born again It's all f**ed up....I think my minds blowin up [Chorus] If you can just, get yo mind together If you can just, get yo mind together I said I gotta get my head together But my head aint together yet I'm thinkin no sweat Don't push me 'cause I'm close to the edge I'd rather jump off the ledge myself Symptoms of insanity, might as well do it Aint nothin to it but to do it I'm comin down off a bad trip LSD, I got's the acid Life aint nothin but a riddle d**hs on the other side I'm kinda stuck in the middle Can I get a little or alot Can I say a prayer, your religion's all you got I know what I'm supposed to know But I dont know when I gotta go I gotta go Somebodys callin me You see what I'm sayin 'cause I'm sayin what you see I cant walk alone, I'm in the Twilight Zone They told me Jesus was a clone I dont read the bible Because it's all about survival So I get my rifle and get trifled It's all f**ed up...I think my minds blowin up [Chorus] If you can just, get yo mind together If you can just, get yo mind together I take time out to smell the sh** All the sh**, all this sh** I cant deal with And if I deal with it, then I get ill with it I'm kinda still with it, but I stay reel with it I cant get caught up, trouble's my mind thought up Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde's back brought up Some people tell me that I'm way outta line I step back and touch their heads and blow their minds I feel I'm ill, I feel I'm reel I feel I'm dead, I feel I died, but I'm alive still The only problem I have is life, living But I dont sweat it, I dont regret it Give what I'm giving, test me and you'll fail Follow in my footsteps and walk the bloody trail How much is my life worth on a scale From one to ten, cant win for lose and lose to win I cant begin to tell you how it's f**ed up I think my minds blowin up [Chorus] If you can just, get yo mind together If you can just, get yo mind together