Esham - Mental Stress lyrics

"He should never even see daylight again, never" "I have apologized publicly for the...for the Mental ang... for the Mental Stress and emotional stress that I have a... and I said to those people to umm... I feel bad about it too.." [echo] [Chorus] How I need the eternal rest Help me through my mental stress (My mental stress) [x4] See I've been to Hell and back, and that's a fact I get a flashback one day I'm a snack My mind is gone, to each his own I wish the whole world would just leave me alone I wanna die, I do not die I'm on the far-side and it's pa**in' me by I wanna cry, I do not cry I have to tell me, myself and I And who am I, I don't understand Wipe that a** once the sh** hit's the fan Black man, my man, man God damn man, all man, man No sh**, tell me somethin' I don't know, no hope And I can't cope wit' the mental stress [Chorus] Life ain't nothin' but bullets man And who's that n***a with the gun in-hand? (What n***a?) This n***a, (What n***a?) That n***a (What n***a?) This n***a, finger on the trigger (Oh no, whatchya gonna do now boy?) I'm finna go nuts like an Almond Joy Bang my head against the wall three times until it bleed Wicked Witch of the East, the belly of the beast See, that's just how it be Nobody really gives a f** about me And ya see, that I ain't got no hope Somebody help me cope with this mental stress [Chorus] Lock me up and throw away the key God took my mind and said f** me I kick the wicked sh** until I can't nomore I black out so much I can't think nomore Til' I die, til' I die, when will I die? How you be a homicide without an alibi No lie, I can't wait til' I die n***as still think Heaven's up in the sky And voices in my head call my name at night Sometimes I don't know wrong from right Insight, Twilight Zone's my home I put the chrome to my dome when I'm all alone By my lonely, I'm gonna join my dead homie No hope, and I can't cope with the mental stress [Chorus: talking]