Esham - Redemption lyrics

[Intro: Esham] Oh my god You came into my life And turned my world around I was lost I couldn't see My sight was gone Couldn't find my home So you know I smoked some weed and took some pills and even sniffed some blow And so I repent Cause all the blessings I've received I know were heaven-sent [Verse 1: Esham] I never knew when I spit this sh** Every rapper in the world be on some wicked sh** Its like the first time I hit this sh** See you bit this sh** But won't admit this sh** You saw me shine and sunlit this sh** On my knees at night asking should I quit this sh** When I first started we were total opposites I took a stand so you could sit You f**in hypocrites I'm looking for salvation For all of my sins Through Jesus sacrifice Is we living wicked nation I'm saying amen Cause I don't wanna die [Chorus: Syn] IT'S ALL ABOUT REDEMPTION EVERYTHING I DID, AND WHAT I SAID ITS ALL ABOUT REDEMPTION IF WE CAN FORGIVE WE CAN FORGET IT'S ALL ABOUT REDEMPTION [Verse 2: Esham] It was him The devil in disguise With a gun standing right before my eyes He wanted my life The wicked sh** I speak was never ment for the weak I'm running outta time Going outta my mind Dodging demons in the street God, please give me a sign Inherit the earth Only the children of the weak So if you really wanna see my soul in hell Spittin wicked sh** I tell the coldest tale My conscience catch heat its getting old and stale Its hard to embrace what I hold is hell If you walk the bloody tail Bring your holy grail The devil went after my soul but god closed the cell Even though the wicked sh** knows me well You won't see me on the wagon as it goes to hell Believe me hell is lonely Believe I've been there My soul he spared And don't nobody know me And only he cares That's why I'm there It's raining diamonds [Chorus]