Escobar - Survivin The Times lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1 - ESCOBAR] I was dumbfounded the world, what is up? I was askin' my girl.. Why, should we believe in God? You leaving me broad? Reason that I'm breathin' forever you Now we're nothin.. I wonder what's up with you I couldn't hold my own Now I'm talkin' about throwin' I'm trying to make it up Please pick up the Phone *engaged tone* I hate that busy tone, I call again.. (Hello?) I hear silence, and it's k**ing me I know it's hard, but believe in me Imagine if I, never heard of Lennon In my isolation would of been dependent I should of been born, throughout the great depression Because after that pa**ed couldn't of been more depressin' I see life through a different perspective I swear, that I've learned my lesson It's been months, it's only getting realer Been kicked out, I've been surrounded by dealers But look dawg, I've told y'all I'm smarter than that Middle finger to the law, y'all don't know me like that But things change.. And people change fast Yesterday I had a dream but today I'm living faster Thinkin' about if I had an address I'd be reading ya letter It's tomorrow now and the things outta nowhere got better That's the beauty of life right, the pain never lasts Wishin' I had a clock with no hands, lookin' at an hour gla** They kicked me to the curb when I was tryin' to survive Cus' when I was trying to survive I wasn't feeling alive And now you're dead to me, God damn, come winter again I want you to stand by me, but you just a friend Again this is the end, God damn, time to pretend, this sh** is pathetic (pathetic) The thrill is gone again you and I are the dividends and now I'm back on my feet Now me and Wordplay no longer street by street Wanted downtown but downtown has fallen I'm tyrin' to pick it back up but right now I'm crawlin' Don't push me now, I've been close to the edge This is my message of rest in piece to Grandmaster I pledge My allegiance to hip-hop That I won't stop.. And I won't stop.. Till I've reached the top (top) It's like a jungle sometimes... Ey.. [Shoutouts] [Outro]