Yo f** this sh** and f** you too I'm struggling to remember what i used to do Cause it all used to be new, and our love used to be true Now you're strung out and i'm sober and its turning me blue I swear i need a fix, like its too damn quick, like i feel like i gotta throw up Pills in my stomach, i'm drunk, and i'm high as a kite i'm in love I swear these feelings are keeping me writing all night and thats fine its whatever just keep on a light If you promise to open your phone and your door then i promise i'll see you tonight And now you're sober a lot, i'm drunk you're not, thats good i guess And we don't talk no more, like we locked that door, i guess thats for the best But i miss your smile, i miss that warmth slip through my arms and into my veins Like its creeping right up to my heart, and hiding inside of my brain I mean you're on my mind, like all the time, its fine you know Cause you haven't left me in a while now, i wish i'd see you at a show But i know i won't, know that ain't no good, not for your habits you been trying to kick And i'm proud of you, that you could do this, but these old habits are making me sick I heard you had a kid, and thats fine if he grows up right Heard his mom works a full time job now, but she's home to say goodnight Heard your ex boy was tougher than your next boy, and i guess thats cool But i guess you know who to text if you wanna ever get back to school Cause i promised i'd help you out, and i promise a promise i'll keep So whenever you run in to trouble, just know you have somewhere to sleep Know that these lyrics aren't deep, know that i'm still a mess But theres all of these thoughts in my head still that i know i can't say in a text I don't wanna text Life was easier, when i was high all the time Taking suggestions whenever they're said, and brushing them out of my mind Life was easier, when i was high through all these lines But i didn't write too many then, and i guess its all gone by Its all gone by, yeah its all gone, right Yeah its all gone right Don't text me Don't call I wish you good luck I'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry I don't miss you no more