[Verse 1] If you don't know the story, turn guts into the glory If you could tell it better why don't you just write it for me? All I record when the opportunity is here My friends stopped calling cause we ain't seen them in years Besides, you'll never change that I lost touch with all my homies out from way back Now I'm afraid that you'll ask me who I'm fighting for, and maybe then I might recall Went to school, rocked the same outfit as the night before I wrote this rhyme until I fell asleep And some will say "they problems never dissipate, they only run away" I'm guarded by my lonely status The thing that only matters Rappers wrapping circles but they recognize me as the baddest This struck the square form, this here is rare form I sent your soul love, so here's the prayer form Every time I'm waking up you're right behind me, not beside me I just really need your light to guide me [Hook] Meeting on my steps, gotta make sure it's crystal-clear And while it's here, any moment I could disappear D-d-disappear d-d-disapear And while it's here, and moment I could disappear (and I be gone) And while it's here, any moment I could disappear [Verse 2] So every thing I ever did and ever loved dearly Only fell apart at first until I brought it near me You only fear in one that's why I think you're so funny Had my tongue in cheek cause' I always knew you stole from me I'm feeling nervous, but always knew my purpose Spill the coffee out and pour the liquor in my thermos Rose pedals at my feet until I close the curtains Sorry pastor Gauns, I won't make it to your service I'm wasted with an alcoholic tendency So I paste it, got me jotting everything I see And I placed it right into this paper [?] Say they rap style nappy, they picking on me It's not profane, it's not a war It's just a feeling that I get when I popped a cork A celebration to the stars Not the Hollywood ones, the Hollyhood ones That hardly hear guns where I'm from [Hook] Getting on my steps, gotta make sure it's crystal-clear And while it's here, any moment I could disappear D-d-disappear d-d-disappear And while it's here, any moment I could disappear (and I be gone) And while it's here, any moment I could disappear (And while it's here, any moment I could disappear)