Eric Sanderson - If I Still Own a Bible lyrics

Talking to myself in a breezeway Putting down anything that I find Be it liquor, or candy, or sadness or brandy Or your words so soft and so kind I wonder if I still own a bible If my fingerprints still sit on that page The one about love, and why it's so patient And why I have lost it with age An answer never seem to escape me But now I'm feeling lost my dear God Sour and dry if I could I would cry But my eyes barely open for sunlight I hate the way that you always think I'm Yea you think I'm out to accuse for attack But I try and smile, cause after a while I know you'll be smiling back Yeah, I know you'll be smiling And I wonder, do I still own a bible? Do my parents, do they really believe? Cause they know I've been hurt And if there's one thing I've learned Don't put your trust in anyone or anything I said there ain't nothing to learn Except pages they burn And people, well they change just like me So baby, don't put your trust in anyone or anything