Eric Roberson - How Would I Feel lyrics

Often she wrote, fore she went to sleep And now I think about the secrets that she keeps Then one night I saw it resting there I tried to ignore it but I was well aware Inside it was stories, ones I didn't know Ones she never told me, ones I had to know Would she write about another? Some guy at her job that became her lover God, I need to stop How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my emails Searching through my phone How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my pockets When she was home alone Okay I will take a look, guess this page will do I will just read one page, maybe two Half an hour later and I cannot put it down My insecurities won't stop till the bad news is found Not like she has done things to make me feel this way But would she write inside this book if everything was okay? I know that her ex calls from time to time And her deep dark confessions are written in these lines How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my emails Searching through my phone How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my pockets When she was home alone Reached the last page all I found was this A poem called "I Love My Baby's Kiss" I put the book down and I sat right there and thought She does not even know but I feel just like I'm caught Eighty four pages she mostly wrote about me And complaints about my storing Was the worst that I seen How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my emails Searching through my phone How would I feel? How would I feel? If she was going through my pockets When she was home alone Girl, I need to know how would it feel How would it feel? Why don't you trust me? I thought I knew you What did I ever do to make you feel so insecure? Now you've got me wondering, can I trust you if you, if you dont believe? How should I feel? How, how should I feel? How should I? You don't believe You don't believe