Eric Appapoulay - The Recluse lyrics

[Hook] Oh yeah, they call me the recluse Cause I don't go outside for nothing No one is gonna make me leave this room Oh no, they can't tell me nothing, no way [Verse 1] You see I'm being a fool It gets so I don't care about being cool What's it to you? If I just stay here in this hole that I'm boarded into [Hook] [Verse 2] You see, I ain't thinking clear It gets so I don't know I'm feeling sorry for myself Who asked you to interfere? How would you really know what is or isn't good for my health? Why don't you leave me alone? I ain't hurting nobody, why you up in my face? Get up out my soul Why can't you just let me get through my time this way? [Hook] [Verse 3] Sitting here by myself, looking mad at myself Thinking I don't wanna go out there I don't need no help, looking after myself I got everything I need right here I ain't trying to impress anyone In this cesspit jail, I just don't care I ain't gotta smell fresh for no woman So I'm blessed not washing my skin or my hair They can call me a recluse they ain't gonna remove Or cut me loose from this place, I'm locked in hiding Like a rock, I won't move cause you know I've gotten used to the space that I'm occupying There really ain't anything out there but the wind They'd enjoy more than see me crying So I do it in my room where none of these goons can see me Though I know they've been trying I ain't cut out for this sh**, I'm a coward I admit I've never been no big thing The thought of k**ing makes me sick But I don't wanna be no victim, no way, not Strickland So I just stay in my cell like I'm bricked in And hope that stops me from getting kicked in Even if it earns me this nickname in prison [Hook]