Erev - Isolation lyrics

[Intro: Sample] I've never been wrong But you're the only one I trust to Show me the way, I always hear your voice And in my dreams I hear you calling my name What is it about you? Some kind of light shines from your face And I can't turn away [Hook: Joule & Gabriel Traknyak of Sky Orchid] Isolation, it's time to face it I'm wide awake but my eyes can't take it When I fall asleep I'm lucid dreaming Reliving when you're leaving Isolation, it's time to face it I'm wide awake (my eyes can't take it) When I fall asleep I'm lucid dreaming Reliving when you're leaving [Verse 1: Erev] Back and forth I rock when theres no beat They say my minds gone, I snapped can it really be? I try to think back to the day you walked away But all I see is blank space, lost in my brain I guess I'm getting used to being on my own I got my fingers in an x behind my back they are permanently sown What can I ever be? How can I ever change? How can I be the man when I can't even stand - The sight of my face, I'm isolated from the world I'm a disgrace, man thats what they say And after all these years I finally gave in I'm not the type of guy that needs your saving Cuz I made it while you was dating And all that hating - it ain't sh** I'm fine with being on my own I'm finally fine with being all alone [Hook] [Verse 2: Mr. Crow] I need the weed, the crack runs me back to my habits I never go to my crib empty handed Branded with these d** in my lungs I've about had enough Cram this stuff in the bowl and take another f**ing puff I'm running my soul, fronting a pro Jacked like I'm f**ing a hole, I'm cumming in bowls I don't know how this will close I'm shunning my goals I'd rather have another hit to the last hit, gulping a roach I'm a leave it, I feel the need to - until I need to have some more I don't think I'll ever see this through Do you believe in me? I don't believe you Admit it the first thought you had was that this creep is screwed And maybe you're right, cuz till the end I'll have my pipe and wrench the d** out of your twitching carca** I'm too far from bliss You'll leak with blood, and when I'm done you will cease to exist Hear me spit [Hook] [Verse 3: NYX] A rose, no thorns, struggling to hold on Picked clean of it's strength thinking it ain't worth one Second glance or a look from heart-broken sunken-eyed girl in a wolf's disguise, piercing eyes Preying teeth, stalking quietly She ain't seen it coming, losing nothing Everything sunken under a million other people going through the same thing or worse She's hurt No home Just dirt Long gone Faded memories ride the coattails Closed curtains to a past life New act, new mind New friends, new life No time machine in sight No second try gotta make it count Cuz if I lose it all again I won't make it out I'm down for count, 5, 4, 3, 2 Time to get up and turn black to blue, (blue, blue) [Hook] [Breakdown: Joule] I'm isolated When you're leaving x3 I'm isolated Isolated I'm isolated Isolation [Hook]