Erase The Grey - Pariah lyrics

So many times I've tried to Get away from you Never thinking or realizing What you put me through When will I get over This nightmare I've tried to hide these tears While you point and stare Shut up, get out, run away Tell me why You cannot accept me For what I am inside It's hard to hide the pain When that's all you left in me And so many times I've hurt myself To try and let it out Contemplating things things I know Will only let me down I just pray that you will See what I am inside I don't know if this will help you But each time you lie I die I'd rather die than to be like you