Eradicater - Different At The Bottom lyrics

(Chorus) It sure looks different at the bottom I do what I know and I try to make a living I put my life in the hands of God and I pray that nothing in my life goes wrong It sure looks different at the bottom My bare feet been walking on the bottom of the barrel I try to put my problems behind my back But eventually I still gotta face all the facts (Verse 1) It's my debut like I'm back But I ain't come back from anything back from anything but the streets The one's I escaped from My momma went to heaven back when I was way young So now I don't have a memory of who I came from My dad wasn't bad, actually really good He tried his hardest did the best that he could He taught me real life lessons Not that fake stuff you learn in cla** sessions Now I'm only trying to impress him Somehow it always ends up with me tryna oppress him Why I gotta be like that? I take a punishment, I talk crap behind his back Little do I know he wonders if I'll take him back If it wasn't for that man, I wouldn't be sitting here But I took it all for granted while he stayed sincere I feel like I will be this way until the kingdom come I only hope that God forgives me for what I've become (Bridge) I'mma make the best of what I can While I got all of this time on my hands That's why you came here to listen to me today Cause I'm putting in work, I'm well on my way baby (Chorus) (Verse 2) I made a few friends, but I lost some too Cause people don't care that they matter to you The moment that you stop providing Stop handing money over Start thing that you are real homes, not true Became an outcast while the old group grew They joined the football team, actually got a crew I really don't care though They ain't going nowhere I'm out here steady grinding While they just dream of Having money and cars and chains and things I'm just dreaming that my dad's last years are worth living Tryna make my whole family proud of me What I came up to be, what I aspire to be That I make enough cash to fulfill their dreams That I pa** on to my kids the best legacy Not staying at the bottom, looking up and wishing for another chance to get it lucky and not doing a single damn thing about it (Bridge) (Chorus)