Eradicate - Puppet Strings lyrics

You ever feel like, sometimes, you don't have control over yourself Like something's got a grip on you? It's these f**ing demons, inside my head I'm trying to get them out I've been trying to get them out But they won't leave People call me “caseahfun”, like I'm a case of fun Slit your f**ing face, sh** dropped Call it a case of runs The weird ugly kid, you shot him dead but now he's coming back f** what was that? Thought you said he was gone But now he's f**ing packed I swear yall got my f**in mind blown, blew it up, stepped on it But wouldn't have if I known I'm feeling nauseous, eat the honey bee Won't admit I tried to hang myself after Murder Me It's getting cold in the only f**ing hoodie that I got It's pretty nasty, the sleeves and wrists n' sh** is drenched in snot That same dirty mother f**er sitting in backseat The same kid that lives 2 houses down on the back street Let's go for a walk and count to ten, same drama, same sh**, here we go again The run and hide game? I'm sick of playing it I wanna dig my own grave, give up, and lay in it Depressed as a mother f**ing ostrich Put my head between my legs and try to diagnostic Deep inside last year I could some feel pain But now all I feel is Satan calling out my f**ing name