Epidemic - Under The Sun (Prologue) lyrics

[Intro] [Verse: Epidemic] I've been sedated, I'm fading right out of consciousness Cutting my veins with the blades of these broken promises The hardest part of basically making it's all the fraudulent Fugazies and incompetent lazies that lack the confidence Crazy but the darker the days then the more inspiring For me to bring the fire that they crave before retiring The irony is what inspires me is what requires me To drive myself away entirely from this society Sobriety's a b**h and we have a f**ed up relationship I pray for it to stay she runs away that's why I hate the b**h A taste of this is painfully dangerous, but I take a hit The high is what you make of it, this time I won't forsake this sh** I let a razor slit a line across the vanity Afraid to face the mirror, I'm hiding from my insanity I got this little buzz and it's flattering, but I'm panicking This balancing act between reality and fantasy rap Because my family has practically disowned me for it It's so important that I fail, it's like they're hoping for it And if I do, I guess I left myself open for it Before that happens, I'll take a 44 to my forehead This is the proof of dedication The scriptures as depicted in the book of Revelation The Genesis of the reign, the precipice of the pain Deliverance from the flames of the treachery and the shame The memories of my name shall echo throughout eternity Immortal through my music, to this day nobody's murdered me Performing emergency word surgery so perfectly It's urgent see my verses need a nurse and an infirmary I'm verbally so terminally ill I see the vultures Circling you nervously, try to keep your composure Or maybe you just need some closure Welcome to the third exposure...