Epidemic - Rainy Dayz lyrics

"What they have said is that I have no ambition at all. I feel myself sincerely I don't [have] ambition [for] power, money, nothing, only to serve..." Yo sometimes, you just feel like you got no ambition left Rainy days, we give 'em too much credit sometimes, know what I mean? Gotta get up Verse 1 (Hex One) Yo I'm getting sick of just star gazing I'll start paving the way to chase what my heart's craving While others covet money and start changing Some of us just love the bizarre painting of struggling and hard straining The troubles trying to make it through God's training Under the sun we just play the part of a small raisin The thought of leaving your mark's tainted when it starts raining It's product is living with scars ain't it? So if life's a battle then that'll be what is leaving your jaws caved in So are we on a mission? Listen, who knows They say that d**h's the intermission through souls So while you're sitting there convinced That your condition got you living too cold Just think, there's probably many different loopholes That conviction you chose, made you sink and got you thinking you froze But yo, just know from that affliction you rose kid, and made it through See that's what happens, you evade what's true (When?) When overestimating what the rain can do, this sh** is crazy Chorus (Tek-nition) Raindrops hit my window pane, it ain't the same But I search, just hoping for change Leaving a stain in the night skies But something gotta keep me sane in this lifetime, yeah Raindrops hit my window pane, it ain't the same But I search, just hoping for change Leaving a stain in the night skies But something gotta keep me sane in this lifetime, uh Bridge (Tek-nition) First the rain drops, then the night falls Wonder will the pain stop from watching the light crawl Right up in the same spot, that's when life stalls Then the sun sets, we gon' be alright y'all Verse 2 (Tek-nition) I had dreams of being the richest poet (I did) Dripping oceans out of my pen because my gift is golden But I admit it feels so different, don't it? (It does) Travel throughout these ups and downs and these mixed emotions Different strokes, my life's a b**h, to find a niche is just a bonus (For real) Knowing I got to borrow, and I'm sick of owing (Sick of that sh**) I'm inches from homeless, feel intense while holding this eviction notice (Another one?) Shatter the gla** of serenity with my last step While trying to take a jab at divinity as I gasp breath Breathe, huzza, you can just get a new job, cause 11 dollars an hour is too hard Dealt a hand with a few cards, when an obstacles easy, that's when it's too odd Cause my life wasn't always jazzy as Utah sh** but hey, well that's me just trying to find the perfect rhyme to coil With reality cause no one else can search inside it for you Will pain stop a person? Time will show you Til my veins rot, I know the rain drops can only fertilize the soil Chorus "You know, it all depends on when the battle is done Who's the last man standing" Verse 3 (LMS) It feels like I'm living the beginning and the end of it Life through a kaleidoscope without a slight of hope Nevertheless I'm not resenting it Because my life is in my hands and I'm the one that's penning it So before you say it's inspired you, I'll say don't mention it How many times has it been I've shown and proved and defended it I rep my city regardless if anyone's remembered it Cause when the time is on, that's my moment, I own it, n***a And you know who else will remember it? My opponent, n***a These rainy days in Dade County, man they stay around me Even the thoroughest n***as within my hood see I keep faith around me I said faith around me, if you ain't notice, g That's exactly why Chico n***as clutch and rock a rosary On my block it's supposed to be, the only cop that's close to me Is the one putting on my handcuffs, I stand tough and know it's me Against the world, between me and you, man the difference is I just don't care enough about you to notice the differences All I notice is the sea level rising Cause in this world, man, no man could possibly be an island The rain is a symphony, the sh**'s haunting it rearranges I'm just glad that in my city the weather constantly changes, feel me?