Epic LLOYD - Here lyrics

It's creeping up on something like ten years in the coming My guts and stomach rumbling from swallowing my pride But now this monster in my chest is busting through my breast plate Gnashing teeth, screaming, spitting acid alien style f** it I'm staggering Trying to keep my anger under management butI've fallen off the wagon And for these next few bars I'm bragging Dog, I'm living large Like I bust out the garage Two homes Two clubs Two cars Two dogs Two L's in my name and I give props for the applause Taste the blood in my mouth from my gums when I floss Part of me thinks I'm worthless And part of me thinks that's perfect A mix of pain and pa**ion to be respected as a wordsmith I've lost my marbles oh my God I gotta get those Time to gobble up these mother f**ers Hungry hungry hippos And yo, hungry's not the language cause God dammit I'm famished Despite the cash I manage can't afford to watch this all vanish So call me manic Call me panicked I'll take advantage, stay pushing like I do when I write left handed I keep my head under hats My ego under raps Push my pen down on the page And leave my rep behind that If I was a boaster I'd talk more about signing posters Or how I use my gold records as my coffee coasters But I'm older than you think I opened up to gain some closure Drag some tracks out of my brain so I can free up some folders And I'll never ever dream of pressing pause I be that outlaw, slack-jawed hacksaw south paw I don't give a sh** who likes my songs I just wish I coulda played a couple for my Moms This isn't written out of fear I"m proving the difference between talent and just a couple good years I'm spitting out of sheer excitement that I finally don't care Loud enough so y'all will hear, that I'm here