I see you rising Where spheres collide Up to the highest of all And here I stare This shining nightmare again You The humming voice I keep hearing the whisper Parasitic mind getting closer and closer A second and third layer of skin Begging for some life and warmth You are the firmament I wander in There When my sight loses hope And I fail myself again I'm just nerves Tired bones A scared heart You are that shadow filling my eyes My guard is down again There's still no will Desire or strength To fight that back You may be as lonely as I feel But the emptiness around you is cosmic Immense While mine tastes just like flesh I slip further Faster And I keep looking there At that grinning void That ate you All what I'm gaining Is a self feeding rage Stealing my traits Long liquefied echoes Shape my memories And I wonder If nine stars blinking Are those nine fingers of yours Ready to grab me And this blind run That is my life