Envy On The Coast - Starving Your Friends lyrics

Thanks a lot i've been disadvantaged from the start He constricted the veins heading straight to my head Rerouted the blood to my heart instead Rerouted the blood to my heart instead I am brain dead thinking strictly in blues and reds Oh i'm in enough trouble man Oh man i'm in trouble again Cause everyones ears are watching me And i never ever felt that this would be Anything more then a makeshift personal IV Cause i fall three times as hard if its for nothing at all You all seem twice as tall as i will ever be And i feel terribly small when my head works too hard When you think with your chest theres not a thing that you don't see I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do I could swear that i don't care But you know that i'm too full of sh** to think this through So look at me I pray to god but curse too much to be considered true I'm just like me, i'm just like to me, so who the hell are you? I'm but a boy just like the rest of these things And i borrow phrases from dusty faded record sleeves The story is the same i've just personalized the name But if it's all you need then i'd be more then happy to confess my steam Cause i fall three times as hard if its for nothing at all You all seem twice as tall as i will ever be And i feel terribly small when my head works too hard When you think with your chest theres not a thing that you don't see I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do I could swear that i don't care But you know that i'm too full of sh** to think this through So look at me I pray to god but curse too much to be considered true I'm just like me, i'm just like to me so, who the hell are you? I know you think you know but these eyelids are in domes That shut you out from all the things that i don't want you to know And i refuse to tell you one single secret i own Cause you'll find i'm petrified of your eyes I'm hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do I could swear that i don't care But you know that i'm too full of sh** to think this through So look at me I read the book i prayed to god but curse too much to be considered true I'm just like me, i'm just like to me so, who the hell are you?