Envelopes - Party lyrics

Aaah, I didn't have any trouble And now I had enough of it And you read my palm and in it "i'm not leaving without you" I am only half an inch from my own disaster Forever the white is grey Give me what I need again for my own protection If there's a party, can I come all along? Oh, if there's a birthday party If there's a party, can I come? Can I come? Once upon a time I was falling in love Now I'm only falling apart Totally f**ed from the start Forever the white is grey Give me what I need again for my own protection A good way to fall asleep Give me what I need again for my own protection If there's a party, can I come all along? Oh, if there's a birthday party If there's a party, can I come? Can I come? All along Oh, if there's a birthday party Life on the country side is doing me good But I think I will go home in a while