Never crossed my mind Everything left behind This thickening anxiety From flickering sobriety Wear your nerves upon your sleeve Do or die and misconceive Coffin makes a snugly fit Flushed away from a world of sh** It's not what it seems Blinded by fear And dead in your dreams No it's all in your head There's cons of living And pros to be dead In a horror kaleidoscope Illuminati conclave Just give me something to cope Entrapped in a kingdom of slaves And I know it's been long time coming Been a lifelong numbing Children of god less faith I don't think hell can wait I saw it all a mile away Oh so long before today Wide awake but no aware For the sake of your despair It's not what it seems Blinded by fear And dead in your dreams No it's all in your head There's cons of living And pros to be dead In a horror kaleidoscope Illuminaughty conclave Just give me something to cope Entrapped in a kingdom of slaves Digging your grave again