I've been living with the guilt for so long. I lost you. What went wrong? If I would of done something different, maybe you'd still be here, but I didn't. Never Forgive, Never Forget. I live with the guilt. I live with the pain. Life will never be the same without you. I'm trying not to lose hope. I'm still trying to cope. Maybe if I would have done something different, you wouldn't be dead, but you are. I wish it could have taken me instead. I'm alive and I live with the pain every single day. I can never forgive myself. Every day without you is f**ing hell. Never Forgive, Never Forget. When I think of you, I think of you as you are. Maggots eating away at your flesh. When I put my ear to your lips there was no breath. You've been taken from me, taken by d**h. Never Forgive, Never Forget.