Distressed by afternoon, a few hours more and another day has pa**ed serving those fools They shamelessly feed off my fear to speak the final word and take back what I hold dear f** their numbers, f** their synthetic smiles Those words never came... I sought comfort from where it was banned and got caught in a maze of secrecy so grand My head spins with theories and suspicion, but my body collects reward Her eyes spoke to me with lust Tempting, yet loaded with danger Loneliness defeated reason and I went down It's too easy to slip away when no one sees to redeem you I tried, I fought, but in the end I left behind my sole source of joy f** their mission, there's limits to my patience Those words never came... Looking back, I regret my poor resolve What did I miss and what did I gain? I tossed integrity for narrow-minded greed and earned a ticket to a dead-end ride to bliss Those eyes clouded with tears I turned down her heartfelt misery Selfishness defeated emotion and I survived