Enertia - Child Now Lost lyrics

Was too young to understand but I never felt so invaded Dreadful dreams remind me my horrors never faded Within your power defenseless, I watch my life being destroyed In your hands I'm just a child, with no future to fill the void Abused for selfish pleasure twisted shambles of my mind Too ashamed to counter attack, k**ing you would be too kind Try and keep you in my past, but my memory remains intact I've been scarred for eternity because of your heinous act Child now lost, but the child now cries Now an adult, but the child now tries To deal with the pain without paying the cost Never-ending search for the child now lost Kept your secret to this day, hiding all these years Holding on now I must pay as I count my f**ing tears Suffering for all your sins but time never helps to heal Am I the only one who cares Or have you found other souls to steal Child now lost but the child still cries Now an adult, but the child now tries To deal with the pain without paying the cost Never-ending search for the child now lost Terror knows no boundaries and conscience knows no shame I won't forget your face, but I can't recall your name No time for foolish sympathy, it is all to late Wrecked my life with sick desires, damn this world of hate Child now lost but the child still cries Now an adult, but the child now tries To deal with the pain without paying the cost Never-ending search for the child now lost