Enertia - Real lyrics

I'll write this message to myself In case I'll listen I've learned a lesson for myself About how I'm living I've tried, I've tried to get away But always end up broken I've lied, I've lied to my own face, Not hearing what was spoken That's how I feel,and I see it's real That's how I feel, and I see it's real And if I ever sober up I'll look for what I'm missing And then I start to remember And then I start to surrender That's how I feel, and I see it's real That's how I feel, and I see it's real That's how I feel, And I see it's realthat's how I feel, And I see it's real And if I ever sober up I'll look for what I'm missing And then I start to remember It slows my heart to surrender That's how I feel, and I see it's real That's how I feel, and I see it's real