Enemy Star - It's Not Fair lyrics

Maybe I'm the one who holds a grudge Maybe you think I refuse to budge Perhaps I should let it go But how to I do not know Nothing changes how I feel that I was sold out and denied And it's not fair that I miss you So what am I supposed to do And when you smile it's not for me It breaks my heart, but you won't see All looks better from this point of view Somehow time erased the worst of you When I think of why I left When I start to feel regret I remember how you stole so many years of happiness And it's not fair that I miss you So what am I supposed to do And when you smile it's not for me It breaks my heart, but you won't see And it's not fair that I miss you So what am I supposed to do And when you smile it's not for me It breaks my heart, but you won't see All those times I said I'd leave And it's not fair that I miss you So what am I supposed to do And when you smile it's not for me It breaks my heart, but you won't see A thousand ways I tried to show How much I loved, but you said no It's not the song, it's not the verse It's loving you that's been the worst