Endwell - John Doe lyrics

Nothing to hide Nothing to lose The little things that sicken me and are eating at my youth I've held my ghosts at bay and smiled everyday But heavens says won't shine on me again Just like they shined on me before I can't be like that boy in chains That was once adored Apprehensive me Independence me I've spoiled every single thing And running from the scene It's sad for me to say At every show On every stage Pride overlooked And out of blown P.A.s To people I will never meet I spill my guts Why can't these words free me Never will I find my way back home All the patience that I wasted. . Dreams I only got a taste of All I thought would be Everything I never should have done, I did This is acceptance of the greatest things that will never happen So here I stand Unable to be saved I'm paying prices for the things that I didn't say and it depresses me I've backed integrity but I'm finding brand new ways to channel energy I've seem hell along the way In every devastating blow Handed down to me I've seen sufferers like me Still fighting for their dreams Through battles obsolete I have seen all despairs can bring Heaven is unreachable And happiness is fake So much patience that I wasted... Every dream I barely tasted All I thought I'd see Everything I never should have done, I did Now I'm waiting for the end To take away all of these wretched memories I have given all of me I gave you every f*cking thing Listless, unbound I've been set free Golgotha Falls