everyday in boredom, it fills my mind endless struggle to clear the process Crimes of frustration clear the haze existence is a f**ing mess, morning remorse evening abandon [chorus:] saying you care but your looking aside you created what you want to hide morning remorse and evening abandon never ending cycles of love and hate happiness through pain and pain through regret a thousand sun rises that I tried to create [chorus:] saying you care but your looking aside you created what you want to hide reckless abandon chemical hero looks of respect disguise f**ing disgust feeling the sickness internal defeat pretending to show compa**ion living the lies that they will create loving is lost and so is fate living the lies that you will create loving is lost and so is your fate [chorus:] saying you care but your looking aside you created what you want to hide reckless abandon chemical hero looks of respect disguise f**ing disgust feeling the sickness internal defeat pretending to show compa**ion