Endless Mike - Happy New Year lyrics

Sitting on the front step Thinking about the reasons why I didn't think to try and fight you harder But what's it worth to you? And what's left for me to do? It's two minutes until midnight I'll see you next year A cheer goes up So high it touches planes But my head is an air wreck Falling from the clouds A deep breath A heavy-hearted sigh That you'll never notice How much you don't notice Everything we had is all gone And it's never coming back Everything I've said Everything I've done Was for nothing Holidays are the hardest And I think I've sunk the lowest And I've never needed you more than this But you'll never know it I guess I let you down I'll see you around But not if you see me first Then I won't see you at all