Endless Jess - Paradise (In Name Only) lyrics

Digibro: Please don't tell me this is paradise I've been dreaming something much more nice If this is all there is then why fight? Please don't say your endgame is my life It's not right Caveat emptor to all who admire me I know I'd fire me if I had ever hired me And I mean by firing squad, I'm gayer than god And deserve to be deader than a doorknob Fat slob, but I quit smokin' So I won't be chokin' on anything Other than dick for a while Never been in style Stayed actin' like somethin' of a prick, and it's riled up Some punks who act like I stabbed someone Just 'cause I gave a 1 to their favorite show Do you even know what is an opinion? Objectivity doesn't exist, I told you a million times There is no rule to rhyme, no design Only what you decide you like at this time And I hate myself So don't emulate me unless you're better with self-help Please don't tell me this is paradise I've been dreaming something much more nice If this is all there is then why fight? Please don't say your endgame is my life It's not right Endless Jess: A trillion fans ain't worth a damn They ain't worth one friend I can call “my man” Ambition is living how others won't for a vision And a mission getting what others don't But that's missing the mark Giving every spark makes your heart dark Cuz ambition is a prison, not a walk in the park I've had best friends tell me that they envy me And look with jealousy like I'm the enemy Like I'm a rival But man you ain't a rival to me I'm Fievel, my survival through miles of trials would be tragedy If not for the fact that I'm getting back to my family Nothing else helps so it's hell to have you mad at me 'cause I'm broken, I don't know how long its been Since I've seen the sun or filled my lungs with oxygen I'm too far gone, I'd take norminess over this Gotta check the pulse in my wrist just to know I exist Digibro: Please don't tell me this is paradise I've been dreaming something much more nice If this is all there is then why fight? Please don't say your endgame is my life It's not right