Endeavors - Sleeping Sickness lyrics

Said f** the past, then f**ed my head Puked up all of my words and made a bed out of them This hole in my heart, so empty, f**ing empty Misplaced, so goddamn me, condemn me, and forget me There's nothing left for me, been awake for days This f**ing disease won't let me sleep It won't let me, won't let me sleep, i'm crying out my eyes I've been digging this grave since the day you said goodbye Wasting away on every sleepless night Hoping like hell you'd come home or at least give us a phone call just to know you're alright You never said goodbye This sleeping sickness, been keeping me awake Eating at my insides, tearing at my brain This sleeping sickness, its f**ing k**ing me The deeper i breath the more i seem to sink Can't take this weight, think my backs gonna break You left me with the world, guess its mine to take.. This sleeping sickness.... i think its calling your name