Enchant - Defenseless lyrics

[Music & lyrics - D. Ott] Can't fight this urge I'm overwhelmed with anxiety It's taking over me Can't calm my nerves I just can't seem to stop this calamity Will it be the d**h of me? I'm finding out There is no doubt I need some help How can I learn to protect me from myself? This craving is too strong Restraint is on the shelf I just can't be alone with myself too long Can't stop my trembling hands I've got the shakes again Convinced myself the needle's My best friend Never been so high I'm sure if I wanted I could touch the sky I'm already halfway there But I'm falling down Seems my time to fly is running out Does anybody really care? I've figured it out There is no doubt I need some help Can you try to save me from myself? This craving is too strong I've lost all self control I just can't be alone With myself anymore I've nothing left to lose And nothing stops the pain But the poison That I pump through my veins And my tears they leave a stain And my heart won't beat the strain Cause the beast I just can't tame I've figured it out There is no doubt I need some help Can I ever really trust myself? My craving is so strong My self-esteem is gone I must stop Or I won't be around very long I won't be around: Very long: I won't be around: