Emye - Forgive Me lyrics

[Verse 1] Forgive me, I'm not strong// Forgive me for the time that I spat at the pastor// Forgive me my whole life has been a disaster// Who would've ever known that you and me would be at odds// Forgive me… To you my back's drawn// A mad-dog unleashed and enraged, I'm past-gone// At times I just wanna blow out my brains and that's all// Cuz my whole life's getting pissed on like Nicki Minaj's song/cu/ Forgive me… Forgive me for hate// And judging by their skin color, thinking they're a mistake// I don't understand why my heart is so full of hatred// I don't mean to be a racist, I wish I could erase this// Forgive me… Forgive me I'm weak.. And bingeing on all these d** I have in less than a week.. I keep turning to weed, just to get some relief.. That's why I'm on my knees, pleading// With you, begging you please, Lord, forgive me… [Chorus] Please Lord forgive me (Forgive me, oh, forgive me) Forgive me when I doubted Forgive me when I shouted… that… I'm forsaken… (Forsaken, ah, forsaken) Please forgive me ahoo… Lord forgive me ahoo… [Verse 2] Please Lord forgive me… Cuz when I hear your Word, I feel so offended// It keeps getting harder and harder being a minister// Cuz all I seem to do is put the sin in sinister// Lord forgive me… Forgive me I've k**ed// Being the thug I am I was just keepin' it real// Didn't mean it to escalate, but when I aimed for his head// I could've easily walked away, I pulled the trigger instead// Lord Forgive me// I fiend for the same s**// I'm saved, but this sin I ain't able to tame yet// Dealing with too much pain, I cut my wrist like a paycheck// Only to be relieved like negative on a AIDS test// Forgive me… Is this what you meant to occur?!// Why am I fulfilling my flesh in the eyes of this little girl?// And what makes it worse is this little girl's, my daughter// Is this why you brought her in this stupid world?!// Lord forgive me…