Empty Handed - Travels lyrics

I keep sinking in a black sky Trying to find the light that guides me to where I belong If I am not a better man than anyone else I can't be worse than everyone living around me I learned to say that I'm doing fine, just to hide the truth And no one could say that I have changed But I've never changed As far as I remember I've never changed I've never changed I kept pretending to see beauty in this world It was easy This is against my will I'm not made for this I wish that I could see the things no one sees in me I'm not alive I'm just pa**ing by I want everything that is not mine If life is a journey, will I be old when I reach my destination? Will I feel empty again? I don't want to see those faces I'm a stranger in familiar places