Empty Handed - Excuses lyrics

When you said that you needed time, I could have given you my time You used to shine so bright Now you're the cloud upon my head I was begging you to stay Every word you said, every tear you shed was just a lie I don't think that I'm crossing your mind I guess you never think of me But In my dreams, I still see your shadows Sing me to sleep just like you always did Do you really think you're missing out? You just threw it all away I wish that somehow you'd realize you just threw it all away No, nothing's better if you stay Your presence is k**ing me There is nothing I fear, but will your voice ever disappear? You've always been the best excuse for the way I feel You've always been the best excuse for the way I am You're not ready for love, you're not ready for anything Do you remember, when you said that I am better off without you, you just thought of yourself I skip the songs that remind me of you ‘cause I really want to get away from my wishful thoughts I hope that someday you'd be invisible to me but I guess you'd still be that ghost, to haunt me every night