I am aware of my own hypocrisy and I feel no need for me Where are friends that claim devotion, that speak in tongues? I am a breathing time machine, just pushing feelings out of my mouth You aren't new, you're just sad. laying around all day It's not because of the friends you have or the things they say A genuine experience is not the same as self destruction A never ending conspiracy of self appreciation You contest a law you are found hopeful You make amends only to suspend your reason and make sense of pa**er by blank stares Another half spent event with nothing to hold on to No remedy no shocking truth I hold myself up to a candle Open flame, broad shape contest You are over indulgent and you are self deficient You are a glimmer of smoke and you are an under achiever