Empty Beds - DIYDGAF lyrics

Never loud enough to cover it up or make it stop Nothing to pull back a sense of memory Only an outage and a withdrawal A need for something that keeps itself busy Keeps itself from me I hate everything My friends and my dependency My words and my sympathy To know without seeing or the act of breathing I don't know who we are, we speak for hours Coming to my house unannounced and unspoken for We sing for hours I love everything. You smile at me You sleep on the phone, I feel left alone and encased in amber You find me in them. I feel fine I don't know who I am I trace my fingers around the curve of your... To see an angel close its wings To open up again close in on myself I feel nothing when i wake up I let you remind me what its like And why i hold so closely to this A͓̗̼͉̫̟͙̲̯̤̗ͅn̟̗̲̘͚̹͉̦̰ͅd̯̮̜̻͈̳̱͔͍̘ ̮̘͖̹̰͕̲̥͕̞͙͖̩͓͇̗̞̫ͅl̩̲̜̞̗̼̪̗̝̠̥̦̮̻̩̝͓̖̝e̪̦̲͍͖̱̫̭̠̦̮̦̻͕̱ͅͅt̥̫̼̖̯͈̜ ͕͙̠̰̯̗̲̜̟̩̣͎̙͔͔g̖̰̣͎̬̱̜̳͇o̮̘̖̩͍̝̲̪̹͙͇͙̞̠̫ ͕̻͓̺̪̯̰̞o̯̱̰̤̝̭̜̲̳͇̙̪̖͇̹̟f̖̰̞̞̬̠̪͙͇ ̣̦̥̗̝̣̜̺̘̗̰̪̣͖̬̻̲̥e̞̠͎͈̙̬͙̫̱̞͕̹̗v͓̳͈̼͚͈̜͙͓̯͉̻e͔̰̤̯̮̜̳̭͎͇̝̮͚r̥̞̲͖̫͎̤̖͙͔͈͚͕̼͎̩̪̼y̫̩͕͕͓͈̼̹̣̬̹t̼̦͙̘̹ͅh͈͈̩̫̲̜̱̲͚̻̗̯͖i̹̯̦͕͇̙̫̥̼̹̙̮̥̥ͅn̪̜̯͈̟̣̘̳̘͈g̣̖̙͙ͅ ͈̲̪͈͚̞͕͖̫̮͍̲̞̲̬e̝̹̠͕͔̟l͚͖͇͇͉͚͉̲̥̳̘͚̳͉s̼̺͕͉̙̝̪̥̫̼̳e̫̹̫̣̳͓̘̣̤ ̥̪̙̜̜̲̳̲̫̪͍̫̖͔̝i̳͍̘̗̩̺̳ ̹̦̗̩ͅl̺̠̟͕̳e̻̱̟̻͍̝͖̲͍̞͔̝͔t̤̮̣̯͙̠̭̳̞͖͍ ̺̥̠̪͎͓̫̞̣̩̰g͚̮͈̳̬̟͚̹̫̗͖̱͙͔̭o̥̼̺̥̱ ̙̘͚̖͙̟͉̤̻͚̙͍͚̹̜̟ͅo̖̫̹̠̖͉̫̥̣̲̪̬f̪͓̹̺̞͙̩̜̬̠ ̣̳̜̱̩̺̭͇̝͎̮͈ͅe̜͎͙̣͙͚̰̘͖̬̥̠̞͍v͙̮̝̦̣͖̻̬̠̝͎̫ͅe̤̖̩̦̜͇͔̲͍̥͔̜͓̼͇r̠͕̟͕̹̳̟͔͉y̯͎̦̣̱̤̻̫o̖̪͔̺͚͔̗̝̩̜n͍̟̗̠̼̘͓̫̦̮̻̙͖̦̺ͅͅe̤̪̥̹̻̙̠̩͕̗̱͇̜̥̣ ͔͕̥͈͎͈̺͍͕e̱̪̭̣͉̘l͔̺͇̜̘̰̲͇͚͓̗͈̠̜̫͖̟͎̦s͓̥̤̠͇̠͚͙͔͈̠̼̩̣̟̩̙̠e̮̹̠̙͍.̖̬̘̮͖͔̩̟̹̥̮̠̘̺̜͍̜̭